Insomnia

So its nearly 3am and im wide awake. One of the nights ive become use to. waking up to a lump in your throat, tears, and you think youve been dreaming but after a few seconds go by you realize its true. Soon ill have sweet dreams and long nights. until then theses words replay in my ears:: I lay alone awake at night, Sorrow fills my eyes. But I'm not strong enough to cry. Despite of my disguise,I'm left with no shoulder, But everyone wants to lean on me.I guess I'm their soldier.Well, who's gonna be mine...Who's there to save the hero. When she's left all alone, And she's crying out for help.Who's there to save the hero..Who's there to save the girl...After she saves the world...I bottle all my hurt inside,I guess I'm living a lie. Inside my mind it's dead or die. What can bring me back to life? A simple word, a gesture, Someone to say you're beautiful. Come find this buried treasure,Rainbows lead to a pot of gold. I've given too much of myself, And now it's driving me crazy. I'm crying out for help....Sometimes I wish someone would just come here and save me...Save me from myself.

The Pearl.

Goodmorning! God has once again blessed us all to experience another lesson in life. How amazingly beautiful it is outside, the sun came out to kiss us all once again! Kudos to the master. Anywho what could be more classic than thee pearl. My Classic Loves Elle Jay, Thai, and myself are absolutly in owe of them. I think for us its "Pearls are a girls best friend". Of course they are beautiful in every aspect, but we did a bit of research (ELLE) and discovered that the pearl has such a classic meaning in regards to the women. It represents the classic femininity and beauty that we all have the capability to model. The Birth of Venus by Sandro Botticelli explains it ALL. go observe.

Fresh.

Sometimes change is necessary. To Re-Invent yourself so to speak. I never knew the transition to womanhood would be such a challenge. But ive decided to drop it all, create a blank point and start new. Many of us loose sight of the beauty in simple things. this is my way to find the life love and all thee classic things that are essential in Life. Sunny days minus the cool nights. Never relized cool wasnt that cool, my mind just made it seem as if.. anyway love is my journey.